ah .
shant post bout it alr .
had like nightmares yesterday .
yes .
all those needles what so ever .
i even thought about it when i was on my bed with eyes closed
scared the crap out of me man .
woke up at 2 .
and then 4
and 4.30
then slept until 6
huimin called me -_-
in attempt to wake me up .
- FAILED -
haha .
continued sleeping .
but nightmares came back .
woke up at 8.40
wanted to sleep somemore .
but got really scared of the nightmares .
so woke up and went down to rot .
anyway
watching nat geo now ._.
i know im supposed to be studyinig but my cheek there is like swollen .
and im hungry.
yessss .
it's bloody swollen now -_-
siiiiiiiiiiigh .
i wanna go back for speech day rehearsals .
zzzz .
and im really scared i cant play during speech day just because of this .
i really wanna play
urgh