hanah hanah . my fucking laptop spoil cos i fucking hell spoilt it when i was at band camp la . you're damned fucking clever la . my bro's charger was fine . mine was fine too . and now mine's spoilt you say i spoilt it la . you're damned fucking clever i tell you . so fucking clever .
Oh so smart man you . bloody retarded asshole _l_ fuck you la . who are you to scold me when you told me to do this and that one .
now you say i die better still la . oh then i'll die for you to see la . you bloody fucking bitch . hanah . i waste so much of your precious money la . and your darling son doesnt ? oh he knows how to make his fucking hell own money and i dont ? so fucking ask yourself whether i even have the fucking time or not . i have time issit ? then dont blame me if all my fucking grades drop la . dont blame me if all my bloody fucking grades drop and i change stream la . dont blame me when that happens okay . you're just so fucking bitchy and you say i spend so much money . open your eyes and look properly la . or do you want a binoculars to see with ? who the hell is just oh so fucking fat and bought a psp slim after 1 week after it was out , and ps2 and a ps 1 . what in the fucking world do i have ? all the fucking rejects that he doesnt want . what do you think i am ? a fucking recycling bin ? or do you want to look from another perspective ? who in fucking world is so bloody fat that you have to buy like oh so many clothes like every month ? who in bloody fucking world eats out all day long . who in bloody fucking world stays out oh so fucking late during a school day ? WHO IN BLOODY FUCKING WORLD DOES THESE ? me ? oh then OH SO FUCKING HELL NEED A EYE SURGERY MAM .
YOU TELL ME HE EARNS THE MONEY FOR HIMSELF FOR ALL THESE . take a fucking look at his grades la . i'll soon drop to those . dont worry mdm . I SO WILL .
you bloody fuck dont give a damned about me so say so . you dont have to act like you know me outside man . you seriously dont . just give me my bloody monthly allowance and i assure you that YOU DONT HAVE TO FUCKING SEE ME AT HOME . i can stay out of you life forever man . just say it . i OH SO FUCKING CAN . do you want to see another bias treatment ? do you want those recent ones ? take band camp for instance . YOU FUCKING ARRANGED HIS TRANSPORT FOR HIM TO HIS FUCKING SCHOOL AND ME ? YOU FUCKING HELL TOLD ME TO FIND MY OWN TRANSPORT COS RAYNER CANNOT PICK ME ? you are oh so fucking good man . well done . you only tried asking once for me and you dialled like HOW MANY TIMES JUST TO GET SOMEONE TO FUCKING HELL PICK HIM . thanks alot man .
then there's AFTER band camp . you were already in singapore . you said you were fucking hell going to pick me up . and so i waited and waited . i didnt mind waiting cos valerie was there with me . you also said you'll come after writing a bloody letter . what happened ? YOU BLOODY FUCKING HELL TOOK YOUR TIME AND CONTINUED WITH YOUR FUCKING WORK . HELLO . you are oh so nice eh .
you came only AFTER you finished EVERYTHING and that is not just the bloody letter . I HAD TO WAIT IN SCHOOL and i almost cried there okay . i think valerie's dad saw the drops of tears that came rolled down my cheeks and so he offered to give me a lift back home . IT WAS ALMOST 6.50 AND YOU SAID YOU'L COME AT AROUND 4.50 . I DONT BELIEVE YOU SPENT TWO HOURS TO WRITE ONE BLOODY LETTER OKAY .
oh and then after a few hours after i reached home you reached home . and you said you had to bloody hell rush to pick him up . not once did i hear you apologise okay . then you bought him some weirdo stuff he liked cos he went to malaysia and bought something back . oh . you're so smart man . you bought something for him . then what about me ?! you bought what ? durian -__- you think i like them ?! what in blazes are you thinking man .
you fucking hell suck .
i just wish it could all end here .
nothing more , nothing less .
it'll be wonderful if you could take some away .
but that just aint possible .
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